phuccoff

Well, whats up everyone! I guess ya'll know I am in Tallahassee. Things are so awesome in a new place. But I am wondering, when it gets old, will it still be so awesome? I think I am more at peace that I can pay for me and my son to live. I've always had to rely on someone, and now I rely on me. Who pays the bills? Me. Anyhoo, I am coming into town this weekend, to see the fam. I know that my niece Nadia is getting SO big. And she is such a CUTIE...she gets it from her auntie. ;) Well, I have to go, cuz I am at work, but this is the only time I can get to a puter. So, if any of you guys are ever headed up towards Tally or are just passing thru or if you want to COME VISIT, hit me up...I live right down the street from good ole Jeb!

Ok, so here it is TUESDAY. My sister moves this weekend...all pregnant and shit. i feel like i am changing and i am not sure what the cause is. I, this is where you sit down, bought half of my groceries in ORGANIC foods this week. That's right. I bought Unorganic Lipton iced tea (to brew) and natural brown sugar to go with it. I figure that I have enough "white" stuff, as my doctor put it, so I bought me some brown rice...nothing like good puerto rican food w/ brown rice...yummy - that is for you lucy (lmao) but it really isn't bothering me as much as i thought it would. today was the first day back to school. lil luis woke up at the ass crack of dawn...i swear he fell asleep in his school clothes. i hope this year is a good one for him. last year there wasn't too many incidents...but there was the ole, pin the teacher to the floor manuveur and the "let's go see what the girls are doing in the bathroom". so, like i said, i hope it is an uneventful year. :) he is SUCH a little man. he told my mom the other day that he would rather go and get her a pair of new shoes than go to the movies. (cuz her foot was hurting, and he thought it was the shoes, but it was really her ingrown toe nail)he is very independent and vibrant. (go figure....i'm an aquarius w/ an independent child.....only THE most important thing that an aquarian parent stresses!!)

well, i am working in npr doing HOME & AUTO INSURANCE. so, if when you read this, you think to yourself about getting a GOOD quote on insurance...call me. (my boss would be so proud...advertising any chance i get) LMAO

later...

hello again! well i have been working hard to improve me. spiritually, mentally, emotionally. basically, any way that i can. i want to be a better me. i have been chillin with my sister recently. and its a DAMN good thing that you are only pregnant for 9 months cuz i don't know WHAT she would by like in another six months. probably a portable monster. just kidding. i do love her and that unborn baby. and Luis is SO EXCITED. he keeps saying that he is glad that he is not the baby anymore. too bad he doesn't understand he will ALWAYS be my baby.

Hello everyone! *I haven't written in a while, so this entry is a doozie* Well, I have been MIA for a while... I am sure we all know of the Battle of the Bennett's that happened here at my moms house a while ago and I have been sort of busy. So, let me just say that I understand my actions to my sister were wrong...but she started it! (J/K Adelia...I know u are reading this). No matter what, I did apologize and I am speaking to the only sister I have again. We are to completely different spirits, but we meet on some good smelling herbal ground! :) Anyways, I guess she is having a girl...I am just happy she is happy. But I have to be honest and say that I really never thought SHE would have kids. Not in a bad way, just I couldn't picture it. Now the world is going to be blessed with the culmination of an Organic Martha Stewart/John Leguizamo combo...I can't wait! It is really fun watching friends my age go through parenthood (which I am still doing...just at a different stage). They are changing diapers and I am watching him change into such an independent little man. They wash there kids in the tub and mine washes my car for me...lol
(he LIKES doing it...I don't endorse child labor, unless...no, just kidding).

Anyways, since I have moved home again, I have basically accomplished the task of unemployment & having a GREAT summer with my son! We got a ghetto pool and I have had great fun with it! Luis too...I invited my sister to come over for a swim, but I don't know if there are too many unindentified objects for her! J/K

Alright, well, I am going to write in this more often...promise.

Well, hello!!! Hello! Seeing as I have been MIA from my journal for a while....let me catch u all up! Well, I have since found residence at the lush Fifth Season Apts in PH. But, there was a little problem there, so I just moved home with my mom! (GRRRRR) I am not happy as my life is not going as I want it to. Not to mention I am in the same spot I was a month ago less $1,000 for moving and shit! Well, my sister is pregnant and a friend that I have known my whole life is pregnant too. Can anyone tell me how my whole world gets pregnant in the same week? Anyone? No? Me either! I can say that I am GLAD that these babies are coming into the world...and that they aren't mine. I HATED getting up in the middle of the night to feed my little rascal. And when these precious bundles of joy are born...I am going to spoil the SHIT out of them and return them kindly to their parents! This just makes it even on how my son was spoiled and returned to ME! Oh, well, such is life, right? I mean it can't be that bad to spoil a child, right? I mean my son is only 6 and has been sent to the principal's office more than enough times to know my phone number by heart. But, I shouldn't blame it on being spoiled, but it sounded good.

Anyhoo, I start a new job tomorrow at a Title Clearing Company. I have NO CLUE what I am about to do, but I KNOW that there is good money involved (and its LEGAL)! So, once again I am venturing where no man has gone before. Actually, they have been there before, just not from insurance! :) Ok, well, I am going to go for now...it may be a hott minute before I get back so KEEP IN TOUCH!!! Love ya guys!

Here we are again, you and me, together. :) It always makes me feel good that you tune in. Well, today consisted of issues beyond my control. Like my spawn getting ill and the fact that I have earned a POINT for leaving early! Now, this is the 2nd week of work for Christ sake!! I should hope this will not continue.... but my luck is that it will.

This evening, Upinyourface Lu, made a very wise comment, he says, "We have no where to live." I told him that he really shouldn't be so obvious about our grim situation. He just laugh, ah to be young again. (sniff sniff) But things are looking brighter, I think. Its just the point of the actual MONEY that is the problem. Too bad I couldn't trade for "Services Rendered". But what kind of service? I am a specialist of Insurance and now... well, telephone services. So, you tell me? Could I come in and "operate" the phone for a while? or Consult on Insurance for my lovely apartment? Not sure, I don't really think it would work. Oh, well, scratch that... today gets a 4 on the record.

Not to mention, tonite was Mardi Gras and it was canceled due to the inclement weather. :P PHUCCOFF WEATHER.

( my spawn )

hey 2hott it's phuccoff. you use a brilliant name to sit here and squander in the lj community. we here take our names with pride!

sincerely,
the screen name says it all

Well, here I am. With you. :) Thanks for tuning in! I am currently homeless. Which may leave you asking where the hell I am typing this from? Well, my darling sister, orangishmellow , has given me safehaven for my self and my spawn. He, too, is excited with this new renovation. However, at times, I am finding myself discouraged and (sniff sniff) no strength to go on! Where do you find strength? Well, I am glad that I am not alone in my feelings, as it seems 2 people I know VERY well, are also in the crapper today. It's not to say that the crapper is fun, but that misery enjoys company. :P phuccoff misery!